Posted on Sunday, June 16 2013 by NingK
今天唱到你不是真正的快樂的時候,忍不住一直在拭淚。對,為了合群,要跟著笑,要迎合別人。
其實我觀察了好一陣子了,總是希望自己只是多心,不會是那樣的。
我只能說,會被影響到的,也許我也不應該再有任何期待。我就是不討喜。你喜歡討喜的,那就去吧。我已經厭倦只有我一個人在迎合別人的這種狀態。
我,只覺得我自己是白癡。一個被人耍著玩的白癡。
算了,發燒的人不應該再想了。
到最後,別人高枕無憂,我自己卻暗自垂淚。
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The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog.
Here’s an excerpt:
A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 1,300 times in 2011. If it were a cable car, it would take about 22 trips to carry that many people.
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Posted on Tuesday, September 6 2011 by NingK
This is pure heaven. Finally. a HQ version without screaming banshees in my ears and to be able to feast my eyes upon Junsu, even though it’s just one minute, it is heavenly! I can’t wait for the new album!
JYJ “IN HEAVEN” 1min Teaser from C-JeS on Vimeo.
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Posted on Monday, March 21 2011 by NingK
因為原本應該開心的事情,變得複雜了、不開心了。
乘還沒變成憎恨之前,轉換心情離開,其實也挺不錯的不是嗎?
因為這樣子我還會偶爾回頭看看,還可以再次站在人群裡望著你,以跟大家一樣的距離和心情看你們,不太理解舞台下的那些、不太關心舞台下的那些,這樣不是很好嗎?
很想回到當初那麼單純地被感動的自己,所以離開。
本來應該只是不相干的人,結果因為我過分的熱情,變得大家都不懂得處理了。
我其實最怕造成別人的困擾了。不只是因為怕失禮,也因為我脾氣真的不太好,不喜歡對別人卑躬屈膝。
因為感激,感激給過我的那些美好的回憶,所以不想只記得不美好的事情。我不是捨棄你走開,也不是在你跑到終點時已經消失的人,承諾過我會一直在,只是站得遠一些。
從遙遠的距離回頭看,朦朧美也很好。
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