空手而回

之前實在太忙了,今天跑去書局,結果 Continue reading

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人魚公主的勇敢和胸襟

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1248537317/20050629042454/

昨晚有位朋友跟我說,她只想對方能夠幸福快樂,能不能在一起她也不在乎。頓時想到小時候很愛看的童話故事,安徒生的《美人魚》。

人魚公主長得到底美不美?故事裡面鮮少提到她的容貌,倒是說過她的歌聲很美妙。到底是人魚公主比較美,還是王子的人類公主比較美?王子到底以什麼做為戀愛對象的選擇? Continue reading

只是经过

給那年的自己,也給那年的你…

只是經過
作詞:梁文福 作曲:梁文福 編曲:許寰梁 演唱:許南盛

究竟是不是錯 已經說得太多
兩個人的迷惑只是一種結果
關于虧欠的話 已經不想再說

從來沒有想過 自己可以灑脫
用一句承諾將我未來深鎖
如果你也想過 並未失去太多
你在乎的是感情並不是我

當我終于擁有你的笑容的時候
悲哀突然寄宿在我心頭
偷將你的名字 藏在口袋浬頭
讓它在夜浬開啟遺忘的夢

當我就要貼近你的悲歡的時候
發現心情卻是經已遠走
一個人的腳步 我不會太匆促
每一步都在敲著我的孤獨

收拾我的故事 披上我的沉默
愛情的背影原來如此淡漠
走向日升日落 走向我的寂寞
這一次不是停泊只是經過

The First Cut is the Deepest

I tried so hard and it’s working. Please don’t let him spoil it all again. He’s not the first but he certainly cut it deeper then anyone else had. I loved him in a way I would never love anyone again. The euphoria we get after spending time together, walking for hours eschewing transport, talking till 5am on the phone. Just looking at each other sent shivers down my spine and I know, his. We longed to be close to each other, not just physically. He is still the only person outside of class I ever discussed, seriously not casual conversationally, Plato’s theory on the shadows and of course our never ending debates on religion.
It was too much, too unrelenting. Worse of all, it was not because I trusted him that I did not care to question. I was blind to all his faults. I forgave him for everything but I don’t think I’d ever forget. It’s a thorn in my side that I couldn’t look at him without feeling contempt for myself. I think I lost those feelings of euphoria for him a long time before I left him and he doesn’t know it. What I felt and what I feel now are lingering memories of what had been beautiful once.
True, he was there for me at some low points in my life, some of which were brought about by him and the fact that my family hated him and still hates him. We were young and we thought we were invincible. We thought love was everything. I loved him and he thought I’d change myself for him. I tried but I can’t change myself, even for him. Maybe we were growing up in different directions and he saw it coming, he tried to push me back to his path. I am still not the the kind of person he wants me to be, even in my now more conventional job I will never be the kind of person he hopes I will be.
I see his messages and I hate myself for responding. I can’t believe I let myself sink so low then, making myself into someone I am not. Even more for the ‘rebellion’ after, the smoking, the swearing and worse of all the abandon with which I dated other people.
I have been trying to forget, leading my new life with someone else. Yet he just calls and my walls come tumbling down. Leave me alone please. I want this relationship to work even with all the problems. I want him more then I you. I do love him more then you right now. I might not love him as I once loved you but I don’t love you anymore.
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I would have given you all of my heart
but there’s someone who’s torn it apart
and she’s taking almost all that I’ve got
but if you want, I’ll try to love again
baby I’ll try to love again but I know Continue reading

新聞台: 不是甚麼都可以挽救的

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1264496800/20060208042722/

那天和剛剛從台北回來的舊同學吃飯
她跟我說的小故事
她和幾個朋友在某個人家裡玩
大伙一起煮東西
一個男生大概是不是很會切菜吧
眼看刀子要掉在地上了
我朋友一輩子大概只有那次那麼眼明手快
伸手接住了刀
但是是握住了刀鋒
鮮血開始往地上滴著
她才意識刀自己的瘦受傷了 Continue reading

我想喊停

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1263679892/20060121231929/

我相信即使再問幾千次幾萬次

我還是沒有答案 Continue reading

如果‧愛

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1262371363/20051221021150/

有一點點懂
其實是個簡單的愛情故事
卻是不簡單的感情
每個愛情都是人和人的命運交疊
再怎樣的愛恨交織
管你是不是執迷不悔 Continue reading
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