所以,我學會了適當的虛偽

真的有點在意的 Continue reading

愛人的人才有人愛

雖然我不會天真的覺得每個人都是好人
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不知道該不該讓人看

這幾年,我寫了很多很多,但是存在drafts裡面之後又刪掉了。 Continue reading

一直都這麼遠

發覺好多人點進來,其實也不是什麼秘密,只是當時還不想讓別人看的東西。看了也請勿打擾那段過去。
距離 Continue reading

不想想起的總會突襲你

上個星期莫名的‘巧遇’,讓我想起自己 Continue reading

羅大佑

其實是我舅舅聽,我小時候不懂事跟著唱。 Continue reading

What A Load of Poppycock

I am flabbergasted at this. Continue reading

自由

自由是需要 Continue reading

Remember Our Pledge

We, the citizens of Singapore pledge ourselves as one united people, regardless of race, language or religion, to build a democratic society, based on justice and equality, so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation.

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沒有所謂的原不原諒

因為那已經不重要。 Continue reading

Which Side Dominant?

spinning1

Do you see her spinning clockwise or anti-clockwise? Continue reading

Entitlement And The Various Evils Of The Self-absorbed

Humans are basically self absorbed in one way or the other Continue reading

我不知道自己還能撐多久。 Continue reading

Damn Irritated

When you already have so many things to do Continue reading

紀念

最可悲的是,發現自己一點都不在乎。 Continue reading

索然無味的男人

剛看到朋友在說‘港女’這件事。 Continue reading

Powerless As Individuals Perhaps

I was a bitch on Friday afternoon. Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 我很幸福

我很幸福 Jun 30 Mon 2008 23:58
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/19310974

真的 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 你不再閃亮

你不再閃亮 Jun 29 Sun 2008 02:05
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/19233382

即使我還記得你站在光圈前為我們擋住聚光燈的那個畫面… Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 你是我的花朵 vs Love Will Tear Us Apart vs ABBA

From my Pixnet blog: 你是我的花朵 vs Love Will Tear Us Apart vs ABBA Jun 20 Fri 2008 04:16
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/18929874

想講很久了,每次都忘記。 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 臨睡前送給那個我很想忘記的人

臨睡前送給那個我很想忘記的人 Jun 13 Fri 2008 01:29
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/18673674

我很努力的讓自己去忘記去過自己的日子 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: Coldplay Viva La Vida

Coldplay Viva la Vida Jun 13 Fri 2008 00:58
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/18673133

I don’t wanna follow Death and all of his friends

之前下載Violet Hill就很期待這張專輯 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 想看就看 不想讓別人知道的我不會說

想看就看 不想讓別人知道的我不會說 Jun 08 Sun 2008 23:38
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/18529323

網誌部落格

這些都是公開的地方 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog:不要自己一個人

不要自己一個人 Apr 24 Thu 2008 09:48
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/16899348

看著從你家借的雨傘 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog:你是壞的

你是壞的 Apr 23 Wed 2008 01:50
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/16862154

你是好的,我可以 Continue reading

The First Cut is the Deepest

I tried so hard and it’s working. Please don’t let him spoil it all again. He’s not the first but he certainly cut it deeper then anyone else had. I loved him in a way I would never love anyone again. The euphoria we get after spending time together, walking for hours eschewing transport, talking till 5am on the phone. Just looking at each other sent shivers down my spine and I know, his. We longed to be close to each other, not just physically. He is still the only person outside of class I ever discussed, seriously not casual conversationally, Plato’s theory on the shadows and of course our never ending debates on religion.
It was too much, too unrelenting. Worse of all, it was not because I trusted him that I did not care to question. I was blind to all his faults. I forgave him for everything but I don’t think I’d ever forget. It’s a thorn in my side that I couldn’t look at him without feeling contempt for myself. I think I lost those feelings of euphoria for him a long time before I left him and he doesn’t know it. What I felt and what I feel now are lingering memories of what had been beautiful once.
True, he was there for me at some low points in my life, some of which were brought about by him and the fact that my family hated him and still hates him. We were young and we thought we were invincible. We thought love was everything. I loved him and he thought I’d change myself for him. I tried but I can’t change myself, even for him. Maybe we were growing up in different directions and he saw it coming, he tried to push me back to his path. I am still not the the kind of person he wants me to be, even in my now more conventional job I will never be the kind of person he hopes I will be.
I see his messages and I hate myself for responding. I can’t believe I let myself sink so low then, making myself into someone I am not. Even more for the ‘rebellion’ after, the smoking, the swearing and worse of all the abandon with which I dated other people.
I have been trying to forget, leading my new life with someone else. Yet he just calls and my walls come tumbling down. Leave me alone please. I want this relationship to work even with all the problems. I want him more then I you. I do love him more then you right now. I might not love him as I once loved you but I don’t love you anymore.
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I would have given you all of my heart
but there’s someone who’s torn it apart
and she’s taking almost all that I’ve got
but if you want, I’ll try to love again
baby I’ll try to love again but I know Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog:糖衣下的苦葯

糖衣下的苦葯 Jul 12 Thu 2007 14:35
http://wenning.pixnet.net/blog/post/6206222

我是聽搖滾樂長大的。我並沒有爲此特別感到驕傲 Continue reading

堅強與軟弱

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1288197350/20070610041633/

這麼多年來一直努力讓自己堅強。太多的保護色,好像漸漸地忘記自己其實還是會受傷。因為不敢哭,所以傷一直埋在裡面,一直沒有痊癒。好想抱住一個人痛哭,但是又找不到可以依賴的人。 Continue reading

新聞台: 你看雲時很近

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1268991693/20060518033731/

有個人曾經抄了一首詩給我

顧城的遠和近

隨後沒多久這位詩人在紐西蘭殺了妻子後自殺

而那個人命運似一個人在遙遠的異鄉離開 Continue reading

>”<

I was taking the train home on Fri when I felt naseous and thinking I could fight it for the last few stops I tried to keep my mind of it. I smsed XQ a few times… I think my face must have been very weird because I was sort of grinding my teeth…
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