我不知道自己還能撐多久。 Continue reading


幸好我經過去年的傷害 Continue reading

Hard To Please

也許我真的是難以取悅的人 Continue reading

The Last Few Days

I was sick for a while but Thursday night I just had a great treat. Continue reading

My Interpretation

I am borrowing Mika’s song, to say this to you. I really meant it when I said goodbye. Continue reading

時間是距離 回憶就是故鄉

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1248709203/20050703233901/


一秒 一分鐘 一小時 一天 一星期 一個月 一年 Continue reading


From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1248537317/20050629042454/


人魚公主長得到底美不美?故事裡面鮮少提到她的容貌,倒是說過她的歌聲很美妙。到底是人魚公主比較美,還是王子的人類公主比較美?王子到底以什麼做為戀愛對象的選擇? Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 你不再閃亮

你不再閃亮 Jun 29 Sun 2008 02:05

即使我還記得你站在光圈前為我們擋住聚光燈的那個畫面… Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 臨睡前送給那個我很想忘記的人

臨睡前送給那個我很想忘記的人 Jun 13 Fri 2008 01:29

我很努力的讓自己去忘記去過自己的日子 Continue reading

From my Pixnet blog: 想看就看 不想讓別人知道的我不會說

想看就看 不想讓別人知道的我不會說 Jun 08 Sun 2008 23:38


這些都是公開的地方 Continue reading

The First Cut is the Deepest

I tried so hard and it’s working. Please don’t let him spoil it all again. He’s not the first but he certainly cut it deeper then anyone else had. I loved him in a way I would never love anyone again. The euphoria we get after spending time together, walking for hours eschewing transport, talking till 5am on the phone. Just looking at each other sent shivers down my spine and I know, his. We longed to be close to each other, not just physically. He is still the only person outside of class I ever discussed, seriously not casual conversationally, Plato’s theory on the shadows and of course our never ending debates on religion.
It was too much, too unrelenting. Worse of all, it was not because I trusted him that I did not care to question. I was blind to all his faults. I forgave him for everything but I don’t think I’d ever forget. It’s a thorn in my side that I couldn’t look at him without feeling contempt for myself. I think I lost those feelings of euphoria for him a long time before I left him and he doesn’t know it. What I felt and what I feel now are lingering memories of what had been beautiful once.
True, he was there for me at some low points in my life, some of which were brought about by him and the fact that my family hated him and still hates him. We were young and we thought we were invincible. We thought love was everything. I loved him and he thought I’d change myself for him. I tried but I can’t change myself, even for him. Maybe we were growing up in different directions and he saw it coming, he tried to push me back to his path. I am still not the the kind of person he wants me to be, even in my now more conventional job I will never be the kind of person he hopes I will be.
I see his messages and I hate myself for responding. I can’t believe I let myself sink so low then, making myself into someone I am not. Even more for the ‘rebellion’ after, the smoking, the swearing and worse of all the abandon with which I dated other people.
I have been trying to forget, leading my new life with someone else. Yet he just calls and my walls come tumbling down. Leave me alone please. I want this relationship to work even with all the problems. I want him more then I you. I do love him more then you right now. I might not love him as I once loved you but I don’t love you anymore.
I would have given you all of my heart
but there’s someone who’s torn it apart
and she’s taking almost all that I’ve got
but if you want, I’ll try to love again
baby I’ll try to love again but I know Continue reading


From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1288197350/20070610041633/

這麼多年來一直努力讓自己堅強。太多的保護色,好像漸漸地忘記自己其實還是會受傷。因為不敢哭,所以傷一直埋在裡面,一直沒有痊癒。好想抱住一個人痛哭,但是又找不到可以依賴的人。 Continue reading

新聞台: 不是甚麼都可以挽救的

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1264496800/20060208042722/

她才意識刀自己的瘦受傷了 Continue reading


而愛情本來就是種考驗 當耗盡所有激情與好奇 上天給人們一些小甜蜜和一卡車難題

這就是人生?只有莫名其妙、沒有邏輯的偶像劇裡面的人才會那麼費力的談戀愛吧… 親愛的我累了,不只是因為距離,而是我對愛情沒有信心。 我可以相信一個人,但是我沒辦法相信人性。 Continue reading


I was taking the train home on Fri when I felt naseous and thinking I could fight it for the last few stops I tried to keep my mind of it. I smsed XQ a few times… I think my face must have been very weird because I was sort of grinding my teeth…
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From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1248615228/20050701120541/


不過它還是有壞的一天 Continue reading

新聞台: 寂寞侵蝕

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/mommom/3/1248536993/20050629033613/



我不知道該如何讓自己不再憂傷 Continue reading

新聞台: 不要想太多

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/ningkei/3/1237298586/20040409133900/

我也不過是隨意(是隨意,不是隨便)說說,但是就是有些人會想太多,包括我。 Continue reading

新聞台: 自己

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/ningkei/3/1237139922/20040406004252/

其實我內心的個自己,一直都是那個笑得很燦爛的小孩。 Continue reading

新聞台: 檻外人

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/ningkei/3/1237139358/20040406003424/

一直覺得自己像是自己的生活的局外人。 Continue reading

新聞台: 搖滾

From http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/ningkei/3/1237031037/20040403204800/

你永遠不會懂我為甚麼喜歡搖滾樂。 Continue reading

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